I don’t want her to address as my “enemy”. I still treat her as my friend (may halong kaplastikan, haha) – a psychopath friend. I thought, they exist ONLY in Kdrama, movies, telenovela and the like. But yeah, psychopaths are real. They exist in the outside world, here in our real world. And I’m the one who’s lucky to encounter people like them and it’s very scary. Super very scary. Fear is covering me every time I’m in our boarding house. Luckily, she’s not my roommate. But still, fear is approaching every time I open our main door.
Oha, napa-post ng new blog dahil kay psychopath friend. Kasi naman eh. Napasearch din tuloy ako bigla and I’m trying to understand them even more. Ako na lang mag-adjust.
Per Google, wala daw cure yon. Nakakalungkot, nakakatakot, nakakapraning. Wag naman sana, pero nagkakaroon ako ng thoughts na maybe mapatay niya yung mga taong nasa paligid niya. Eh kasama ako sa mga taong nasa paligid niya. Ahuhu. Sabi rin kasi ni Google. they have tendency to kill, they are capable. Waaahhhhh. Okay, kalma. But how can I calm down if a have that kind of friend? Haysss. (She’s not my friend talaga. At ayoko siyang maging friend. I just address her that way, hoping na magbago siya.)
Hi blogger friends ko over there. Hingi naman po ako ng advice kung anong pwede kong gawin. Also, prayers will do. I really need that, the covering of the holy spirit over me, the protection. I already considered finding another house, but then, ang hirap. Wala po akong mahanap somewhere. If you know boarding house or apartment po, please pm me na lang. Or pwede po paampon po muna until makahanap po ako ng malilipatan.
That would be all. Thanks po in advance.
Nalulungkot, natatakot, napapraning,
– Lapis ✏